Sunday, September 28, 2008

28....

one month had pass..so fast..one month without my best friend..exam and working had keep me away from tears..i am really sad..and also regret..but i must not..i have to continue my life..without them..i am the one who want this..i know..i deserve it..keep them away from me..i bring sadness..she cried at school because of me for 4 time..i should not..i keep promise her..but i can't do it..what am i??useless..i like them..very much..i choose the other way to show my love to them..i should not bother them anymore..just let them and i will keep them in my memories..hope them happy always..i will never forget this day..28.8.08..and 14.4.08..forever..

Saturday, September 27, 2008

다만 좋아하는 것은 감금소를 성곽 투옥한다.。。

인간이라고, 심혼에서 성곽을 점차적으로 쌓아 올릴 수 있다, 닫는다 외부에 있는 세계를 손상되었다.이것 같이 생각은 손상될 수 없었다., 도시 문 이상으로 닫히고다 싶다, 심혼을 소유하기 위하여 점점 무정할 수 있다, 마지막으로 또한 수 없다 걸을, 성곽에서 소유하기 위하여 투옥한다 실제로 잊었었다.인생은, 욕망에 의하여 무역하는 전부 장려한 성곽에서, 일생동안에 선고했다는 것을 투옥 닫힌ㄴ다는 것을 성곽, 임금인 생각을, 수시로 실제로 몰랐다 쌓아 올린다.

Friday, September 26, 2008

ちょうど同類はおりを城投獄する。。。

人間、中心で城を次第に造り上げることができる閉める外側の世界を傷つけられた。このような思考は傷つけることができなかった。、都市ゲートの外で閉まることを好む中心を所有するためにますます堅いがある場合もある最終的にまたことができない歩く城で所有するために投獄する実際に忘れていた。人命は、欲求によって交換するすべて頻繁に自分自身が壮麗な城で、生涯に刑を宣告した自分自身に投獄閉まることを城、自分自身によってが王である思考を、実際に知らなかった造り上げる

hapi birthday to myself..

great..today is my birthday..i am quite sad..i lost them..no one willing to care me..expt some of my male friend..wat am i??nothing..birthday sucks..i will celebrate it alone this year!!!i don't need you all..i am okay to be alone..knock everyone off!!

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

loneliness..

it is consuming me..it is feeding on my heart..i am lost..i am changed..to an half otaku..i started to hate female..not hate actually..is disappointed at them..my computer is better..at least it won't angry at me..hemp..girl??sucks...birthday is coming..i am scared..i scare i have to celebrate it alone..i hate loneliness..you guys abandoned me..i am changing...

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

ZZzzz..z.z

  • ->5230==我爱上你
    --〉1372==一厢情愿
    --〉5380==我想抱你
    --〉7320==今生爱你
    --〉1573==一往情深
    --〉8070==抱你亲你
    --〉1314==一生一世
    --〉1240==最爱是你
    --〉3456== 相思无用
    --〉5360==我想念你
    --〉2014==爱你一世
    --〉521==我愿意
    --〉240==爱死你
    --〉537==我生气
    --〉360==想念你
    --〉520==我爱你
    --〉380==想抱你
    --〉370==想亲你
    --〉73749420==今生今世就是爱你

    爱情就像水一样,当你口渴时,淡淡 水你也觉得很甜很好喝的,{这也是 侣之间热情的时期};当你不口渴时 ,那杯淡淡的水也就是淡淡的,喝它 只为了补充水份,{这也是情侣之间 情的时期};当你不在意那杯水,一 不小心推跌时,杯破碎了,水也跟着 走了,你想要回这杯水也要不回了{ 也是情侣之间不再紧张对方,其中一 位对此心淡了,决定放手离开了,可 这时的你才要挽回,这已太迟了,水 了哪可收回呢}

    在个冬天的夜晚,街道上都冷清清地,我把手伸向天上飘下的雪,在我手里看到只是雪在我手上融化掉落的地上,看着这白白的地,我的心也不知道该从何去出...
    雪就像我们的回忆...容了就是没有了...回忆也只可以回想,不能袮補...只会遗憾...
    看着那白白的地就像我想起以前的回忆...怎么也不能忘记...
    天上掉下来的雪是我们不好的回忆...在我心中留的都是美好的回忆...

    ♥`•.¸¸.•´´•:*´¨`*:•.••.¸¸. ´´¯`•♥
    想你     想你   想你    想你 想你 想你想见你
    想你   想你 想你  想你   想你  想你
    想你   想你   想你 想你  想你  想你 想你想见你
    想你   想你   想你  想你 想你   想你
    想你   想你 想你   想你想    想你
    想你想见你 想你想你     想你    想你 想你想见你


    ♥`•.¸¸.•´´•:*´¨`*:•.••.¸¸. ´´¯`•♥
    ╔╗I love you..
    ║║╔═╦╦╦═╗
    ║╚╣║║│║╩╣
    ╚═╩═╩═╩═╝

    ___幸福到底是什么?___
    幸福是怎麼?幸福是睡得好。
    幸福是您喜欢的人也喜欢您。
    幸福是随便走走没目的什麼也不想。
    幸福是冬天等巴士时喝热维他奶。
    幸福是看一本精采的好书。
    幸福是想起心上人而偷笑。
    幸福是情人用体温为你送暖。
    幸福是生活简单。
    幸福是和心爱的人一起看星。
    每个人都需要幸福。
    您幸福吗?您同意吗?
    爱,不是相互依恋的缠绵,不是海誓山盟的承诺;
    爱,是默默付出的实践,是以真情体贴冷漠的温柔。
    如果我能阻止一颗心的破碎,我便不虚此生;
    如果我能抚平一个人的伤痛,
    或是减轻一个人的痛苦,或是帮助一只昏厥的鹧鸪,
    送它重新的回到温暖的窝,我便不虚此生。
    甜酸苦辣是爱情的调味料:
    热恋是甜的;失恋是酸的;单恋是苦的;
    什麼是辣的?那是初恋-新鲜热‘辣’。
    爱一个

  • * 放弃一个很爱你的人,
    并不痛苦。
    放弃一个你很爱的人,
    那才痛苦。
    爱上一个不爱你的人,
    那更是痛苦。
    不要等到错过了才去后悔;
    不要等到失去了
    才想挽回。。。*

    ╱╲╱╲╋━━╋ →【誓言+承諾=愛情】
    ╲封╲╱┃絕戀┃ →【傷痛+絕望=苦戀】
    ╱╲心╲┃絕愛┃ →【寂寞+墜落=孤獨】
    ╲╱╲╱╋━━╋ →【愛戀+謊言=分手】


    爱是什么?也许这个问题很少人会知道答案,很多人都不知道什么是爱而往往伤了对方的心...有些人会说和对方分手心会很痛而哭,其实这只是一句话,并不代 表他真正爱对方如果他真的爱对方就不应该哭,而应该让对方找到自己的幸福!能让对方快乐才叫做真爱如果要让对方幸福就应该学习¤放弃¤让对方去寻找自己真 正的幸福...


    爱一个人…
    要了解,也要开解;要道歉,也要道谢;要认错,也要改错;要体贴,也要体谅;是接受,而不是忍受;是宽容,而不是纵容;是支持,而不是支配;是慰问,而不 是质问;是倾诉,而不是控诉;是难忘。而不是遗忘;是彼此交流,而不是凡事交代;是为对方默默祈求,而不是向对方诸多要求;可以浪漫,但不要浪费;可以随 时牵手,但不要随便分手;以上的都做到了,即使不再爱一个人,也只有怀念,而不会怀恨...

    我为了你我可以做到,你做得到我也做得到我还很喜欢你的你知道吗????
    爱的无言
    可爱冷酷也罢 历经沧桑也没关系
    我就是爱你 从初见面的那一刻就动了心
    无法改变 就是有一种感觉
    已深深爱上你 真的很简单
    爱的地暗天黑都已无所谓
    没有后悔
    失恋过又如何
    谁没有过去 谁没有历史
    只要你愿意留在我身边
    不管你走路、睡觉、浅笑、看书、或失控
    你每个模样都好可爱
    都令我疯狂
    永远不愿意失去你
    不可能更快乐 只要能在一起
    若你还有一些困惑
    请贴者
    我的心倾听我不只喜欢你
    还很爱你哦!!!

    ooo糖糖糖糖糖oo
    oo糖ooooooo
    o糖oo糖糖糖糖oo
    糖oo糖oooo糖o
    糖o糖oo糖ooo糖
    糖oo糖oo糖oo糖
    o糖oo糖糖oo糖o
    oo糖oooo糖oo
    ooo糖糖糖糖ooo
    oooo棒ooooo
    oooo棒ooooo
    oooo棒ooooo
    oooo棒ooooo
    oooo棒ooooo

    一对情侣...
    不用一直黏在一起...
    放你的男朋友自由...
    不用一直管着他...
    给你的女朋友空间...
    她爱你...自然会很听你的话...
    不用一直想着...
    ::为什么没收到信息...
    ::为什么没有通知我...什么之类的...
    一直sms...怎么那么多废话?
    各有各的东西要做...
    爱=包容+原谅+自由+空间...
    不是闹着别扭...
    等着他去安慰你sayang你...
    有时候不是他不在乎你...
    而是把他看得太重...
    ::他跟朋友在一起时,不要打扰他...应 给他空
    间,告诉 他你会等他信息就好...
    ::不要翻看他的短信,你不是侦探,他也 是犯
    人...
    ::不要给他做不到的承诺,这只是应酬.. .
    ::真正爱你的男孩...就算没见面...但你 会发觉他
    手机 里都是你的信息...
    ::真正爱你的男孩...他不怕你生气...而 是怕你在
    生气 后不理他...

    每个人都有自己的烦恼...
    其实事情没分大与小...
    只是看人们怎样去面对
    和决定解决这件事而已~
    问题的大与小也是人们自己说的...
    只要往好的方面想
    事情就会变得好一些...
    那是轻松就可以变得小咯~


    *********开心笑每一天************

    *因為愛你...所以我放手讓你自由
    *因為愛你...所以我不再讓你困擾
    *因為愛你...所以我寧願自己難過
    *因為愛你...所以我改變了自已
    *因為愛你...所以我逼自己離開
    愛上一個人,如此的甜蜜卻又讓人受傷
    放棄一個人,如此的難過卻又讓人心碎
    當緣份要來的時候,你如何擋也擋不過
    當緣份要跑的時候,你如何留也留不住
    當你愛上一個人的時候,你會為她/他做 任何事
    當你和這人分手的時候,你會為她/他留 下一滴淚
    愛上一個人,需要1分鐘的時間
    追一個人,需要1個月的時間
    但忘記一個人,卻要了你一輩子的時間. ..

    所以我也不会选择忘记一个人
    那样只会弄到自己更加伤心,更加痛苦. .
    一切随缘吧~~~~ 

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Today is 14..again..

haiz..so fast..another month had come..this is the first time we didn't celebrate 14 together..you guys remember today??i will..and forever will..14..every month i will..you guys won't diao anymore rite?I once live in the castle..then you both come..enter it..i found out that my castle didn't suit both of you..you both torture inside..i am useless..can't control myself..say one thing,do another thing..i am weak..thats why..i decided to get you both far away from me..this is an action of showing how important in my heart..let both of you free from negative thinking..far away from this castle..i will live in it forever..with my regret inside..of course,you both won't know what i did..but..hope you both can understand me..i do this for everyone benefit..you guys life better without me..you both are animal leh..must run at field ma..can't stay at this castle de..rite?14 of April..

Saturday, September 13, 2008

宛如囚笼的城堡。。。

受过伤的人,渐渐会在心中建起城堡,把世界关在外头。以为这样就不会受伤了。却忘了,把爱关在城门外,自己的心会越来越冷酷,最终在也走不出去,将自己囚禁在城堡内。人的一生,以欲望换来的一切建起城堡,以为自己是国王,却往往不知道自己被关在华丽的城堡中,把自己判了终生监禁。你的城堡以盖起来了吗?它是金碧辉煌,还是古朴寂寞?你是被城堡囚禁了,又或能够随时丢下城堡,毫不回顾的走出去??

Thursday, September 11, 2008

I lost confidence..

yea..i am lost..i lost confidence it making new friends..i scare i will get hurt by you guy..people are fake..everyone are..i am scare..i lost myself among the people sea..i hope after finish form 5,i won't meet you all anymore..expt some of my brother la..haha...what for meet each other..the darkness of human is consuming me..i am half died...

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

boring...

haiz..the day remain same..dull..exam exam exam..everyday exam..really stressing my out man..remember..love wht you love,hate wht you hate..haha

Monday, September 8, 2008

Today continue..

are you guys happy?i think so lor..haha..i also began to get use to it dy...but..K.Y..you really over it..you pay back the money??you really over..haha..your action is very childish o..maybe you don't know..but really..childish..you think that will make you happier?no..i think it hurt my feeling lor..but nvm la..dy pass..let it go..haha..hope you guys happy forever ya..i think my action is rite..leaving me is really relief aren't it..haha..bubye..i will also try to happy too..

Saturday, September 6, 2008

want it like this..

i want it this way.i have to get used to it..i should take everything of this.i never do anything for you guys expt giving you problems and stress.yesterday,i typed my last message to you with tears dropping.did you know that?no..you won't..and forever you guys won't.i am useless.i can't do anything to reduce your both de stress.then,i onli can destroy this friendship to make you both leave me.if i didn't you both will continue suffer..at least i finally do something for you..you two are my best female friend i ever had..is impossible to get back both of you as friend.the best way is make you both angry.so that you will leave me..and ignore me..because i am not as cruel as you both.i can't ignore you..i am nothing..haha.just like what you guys said..right??you gouys will forget me soon..i do this is not acting as if i am good or what..but just what you said..Who did i thought i am??haha.ya..both of you are rite.i am nothing.i dy said many time..i have no confidence to be you friend..anyway,no worries..i will recover soon..my heart is good in negative condition..making you both angry,hate,dissapoint at me,is the best way to make you both feel relief..onli both of you hate me o..i didn't ..rememeber that forever..you both are always my friend..hiaz..i bet you both will not ever wish my birthday aren't you?nvm la..you both happy will do..i do everything that you both hate the most===being a faker..scold you both playing my feeling..sure very dissapoint rite?nvm la..next time,we will meet again.i am very sure.i got a strong feeling that you both will see me again one day..hope one day..i will be waitting for that day..forever..that day..

Friday, September 5, 2008

days continue like this..

will i celebrate my birthday alone??i lost both of you in one day..you hair smell..i will never forget it..it is really nice..but it won't have any chance to smell anymore.you all are very happy without me..only i am the one who suffer..you won't feel a thing..yes..i have to take everything..i am man!!haha..you guys will happy de la..i will keep you guys to my memories..is really hard to forget you..you all really cruel..but is okay..this is what i always want..i am an adult..i have to receive what i done..if can,i wish to have you back..really..as friend will do..T.T..i am really hard to pass through my days..

Thursday, September 4, 2008

well..

well..today is the first week without you..you guys are having much fun then having me this friend..i suppose..i am really doing the rite thing..you guys had been hurt enough..i am the one should take it..i am man..i should..you guys continue having fun ya.i will take everything..haiz..looks like i am going to pass my birthday alone this time..

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

continue like this..

haiz...just as what i always want..everything just as what i want..i should be happy..but i didn't..how come??i am very sad..shit..hyper sad..i am trying to hold my feeling..very much..i really don't know why both of you can act as if nothing happened..you both are really good..hiaz..continue like this bah..at least i am happy??no..sad i mean..you both will understand me one day..i do this for three of us..not three actually..is for you guyz and for me..i am going to leave kuantan soon..you guys won't feel sad that time..continue to hate me..this is what i want..continue it..as what i plan..both of you really is a good friend you know??but..haiz..whatever la..you two won't give a damn..