meanwhile..

hemm..i touch her..what am i doing??!!T.T..i feel like i am polluting my relationship..Shit..i let lust come to my brain..what am i thinking??i feel myself guilty.. I feel like raper..I am a beast!!!i know that i should not get too near to her!!i know i can stop..but i can't..she really had nothing..this is all pay up..I feel sorry to her to have a boyfriend like me..that why i said..I must treat her good..