days continue like this..

will i celebrate my birthday alone??i lost both of you in one day..you hair smell..i will never forget it..it is really nice..but it won't have any chance to smell anymore.you all are very happy without me..only i am the one who suffer..you won't feel a thing..yes..i have to take everything..i am man!!haha..you guys will happy de la..i will keep you guys to my memories..is really hard to forget you..you all really cruel..but is okay..this is what i always want..i am an adult..i have to receive what i done..if can,i wish to have you back..really..as friend will do..T.T..i am really hard to pass through my days..