continue like this..

haiz...just as what i always want..everything just as what i want..i should be happy..but i didn't..how come??i am very sad..shit..hyper sad..i am trying to hold my feeling..very much..i really don't know why both of you can act as if nothing happened..you both are really good..hiaz..continue like this bah..at least i am happy??no..sad i mean..you both will understand me one day..i do this for three of us..not three actually..is for you guyz and for me..i am going to leave kuantan soon..you guys won't feel sad that time..continue to hate me..this is what i want..continue it..as what i plan..both of you really is a good friend you know??but..haiz..whatever la..you two won't give a damn..