用一生来说的一句话

有个女孩子，小时腿瘸，常年坐在门口看别的孩子玩，很寂寞。
夏天，邻居家的城里亲戚来玩，带来了他们的小孩——一个比女孩大5岁的男孩。男孩把抓到的蜻蜓放到女孩的手心，还把女孩背到河边，对着女孩讲故事。他是第一个告诉她，她的腿可以治好的人。女孩难得地有了笑容。
夏天结束时，男孩一家人要离开了。女孩眼泪汪汪来送，在他耳边小声地说：“我治好腿以后，嫁给你好吗？”男孩点点头。20年过去了，男孩长成了男人，开一间咖啡店，有了未婚妻。一天，他接到电话，一个女子说她的腿好了，来到了这个城市。一时间，他想不起她是谁。他早已忘记了童年某个夏天的故事，忘记了那个脸色苍白的小女孩，更忘记了一个孩子善良的承诺。
可是，他还是收留了她，让她在店里帮忙。
她终日沉默，可是他没时间*心她，他的未婚妻怀上了不是他的孩子。他羞愤交加，扔掉了所有的准备结婚用的东西，日日酗酒，变得狂暴易怒，连家人都疏远了他，生意更是无心打理。不久，他就大病一场。
这段时间里，她一直守在他身边，照顾他，容*他酒醉时的打骂，更独自撑着摇摇欲坠的小店。她学到了很多东西，也累得骨瘦如柴，可眼里，总跳跃着两点火花。
半年之后，他终于康复了。面对她所做的一切，只有感激。他把店送给她，她执意不要，他只好宣布她是一半的老板。在她的帮助下，他又振作起来，他掏心掏肺地对她倾诉，她依然是沉默地听着。这样又过了几年，他也交了几个女朋友，都不长。她一直独身。他发现她其实是很素雅的，风韵天成，不乏追求者。他笑她心高，她只是笑笑。终有一天，他决定出去走走。拿到护照前，他把店里的一切交给她。这一次，她没反对，只是说为他保管，等他回来。
在异乡飘泊的日子很苦，他忽然发现，无论疾病或健康、贫穷或富裕、如意或不如意，真正陪在他身边的只有她。他行踪不定，她的信却总是跟在身后，只字片言，轻轻淡淡，却一直觉着温暖。他想回去是时候了。
到家时他为她的良苦用心而感动——无论是家里还是店里，他的东西的位置一直好好保存着，仿佛随时等着他回来。他大声叫唤她的名字，却无人应答。
店里换了新主管，他告诉他，她因积劳成疾去世半年了。按照她的吩咐，新主管一直叫专人注意他的行踪。把她留下的几百封信一一寄出，为他管理店里的事，为他收拾房子，等他回来。
新主管把她的遗物交给他——一只蜻蜓的标本，还有一盘录音带，是她的临终遗言。
带子里只有她回光返照时宛如少女般的轻语：“我……嫁给你……好吗？”
抛弃27年的岁月，他像孩子一样号啕大哭起来。
有时候，一个女人要用她的一生来说这样一句简单的话

28....

one month had pass..so fast..one month without my best friend..exam and working had keep me away from tears..i am really sad..and also regret..but i must not..i have to continue my life..without them..i am the one who want this..i know..i deserve it..keep them away from me..i bring sadness..she cried at school because of me for 4 time..i should not..i keep promise her..but i can't do it..what am i??useless..i like them..very much..i choose the other way to show my love to them..i should not bother them anymore..just let them and i will keep them in my memories..hope them happy always..i will never forget this day..28.8.08..and 14.4.08..forever..

다만 좋아하는 것은 감금소를 성곽 투옥한다.。。

인간이라고, 심혼에서 성곽을 점차적으로 쌓아 올릴 수 있다, 닫는다 외부에 있는 세계를 손상되었다.이것 같이 생각은 손상될 수 없었다., 도시 문 이상으로 닫히고다 싶다, 심혼을 소유하기 위하여 점점 무정할 수 있다, 마지막으로 또한 수 없다 걸을, 성곽에서 소유하기 위하여 투옥한다 실제로 잊었었다.인생은, 욕망에 의하여 무역하는 전부 장려한 성곽에서, 일생동안에 선고했다는 것을 투옥 닫힌ㄴ다는 것을 성곽, 임금인 생각을, 수시로 실제로 몰랐다 쌓아 올린다.

ちょうど同類はおりを城投獄する。。。

人間、中心で城を次第に造り上げることができる閉める外側の世界を傷つけられた。このような思考は傷つけることができなかった。、都市ゲートの外で閉まることを好む中心を所有するためにますます堅いがある場合もある最終的にまたことができない歩く城で所有するために投獄する実際に忘れていた。人命は、欲求によって交換するすべて頻繁に自分自身が壮麗な城で、生涯に刑を宣告した自分自身に投獄閉まることを城、自分自身によってが王である思考を、実際に知らなかった造り上げる

hapi birthday to myself..

great..today is my birthday..i am quite sad..i lost them..no one willing to care me..expt some of my male friend..wat am i??nothing..birthday sucks..i will celebrate it alone this year!!!i don't need you all..i am okay to be alone..knock everyone off!!

loneliness..

it is consuming me..it is feeding on my heart..i am lost..i am changed..to an half otaku..i started to hate female..not hate actually..is disappointed at them..my computer is better..at least it won't angry at me..hemp..girl??sucks...birthday is coming..i am scared..i scare i have to celebrate it alone..i hate loneliness..you guys abandoned me..i am changing...

ZZzzz..z.z

• ->5230==我爱上你
  --〉1372==一厢情愿
  --〉5380==我想抱你
  --〉7320==今生爱你
  --〉1573==一往情深
  --〉8070==抱你亲你
  --〉1314==一生一世
  --〉1240==最爱是你
  --〉3456== 相思无用
  --〉5360==我想念你
  --〉2014==爱你一世
  --〉521==我愿意
  --〉240==爱死你
  --〉537==我生气
  --〉360==想念你
  --〉520==我爱你
  --〉380==想抱你
  --〉370==想亲你
  --〉73749420==今生今世就是爱你
  
  爱情就像水一样，当你口渴时，淡淡 水你也觉得很甜很好喝的，｛这也是 侣之间热情的时期｝；当你不口渴时 ，那杯淡淡的水也就是淡淡的，喝它 只为了补充水份，｛这也是情侣之间 情的时期｝；当你不在意那杯水，一 不小心推跌时，杯破碎了，水也跟着 走了，你想要回这杯水也要不回了｛ 也是情侣之间不再紧张对方，其中一 位对此心淡了，决定放手离开了，可 这时的你才要挽回，这已太迟了，水 了哪可收回呢｝
  
  在个冬天的夜晚,街道上都冷清清地,我把手伸向天上飘下的雪,在我手里看到只是雪在我手上融化掉落的地上,看着这白白的地,我的心也不知道该从何去出...
  雪就像我们的回忆...容了就是没有了...回忆也只可以回想,不能袮補...只会遗憾...
  看着那白白的地就像我想起以前的回忆...怎么也不能忘记...
  天上掉下来的雪是我们不好的回忆...在我心中留的都是美好的回忆...
  
  ♥`•.¸¸.•´´•:*´¨`*:•.••.¸¸. ´´¯`•♥
  想你　　　　 想你　　 想你　　　 想你　想你 想你想见你
  想你　　　想你　想你　 想你　　 想你　 想你
  想你　　 想你　　 想你　想你　 想你　　想你 想你想见你
  想你　　 想你　　 想你　 想你 想你　　 想你
  想你　　　想你　想你　　　想你想 　　 想你
  想你想见你 想你想你　　　　 想你　　　 想你 想你想见你
  
  
  ♥`•.¸¸.•´´•:*´¨`*:•.••.¸¸. ´´¯`•♥
  ╔╗I love you..
  ║║╔═╦╦╦═╗
  ║╚╣║║│║╩╣
  ╚═╩═╩═╩═╝
  
  ___幸福到底是什么？___
  幸福是怎麼？幸福是睡得好。
  幸福是您喜欢的人也喜欢您。
  幸福是随便走走没目的什麼也不想。
  幸福是冬天等巴士时喝热维他奶。
  幸福是看一本精采的好书。
  幸福是想起心上人而偷笑。
  幸福是情人用体温为你送暖。
  幸福是生活简单。
  幸福是和心爱的人一起看星。
  每个人都需要幸福。
  您幸福吗？您同意吗？
  爱，不是相互依恋的缠绵，不是海誓山盟的承诺；
  爱，是默默付出的实践，是以真情体贴冷漠的温柔。
  如果我能阻止一颗心的破碎，我便不虚此生；
  如果我能抚平一个人的伤痛，
  或是减轻一个人的痛苦，或是帮助一只昏厥的鹧鸪，
  送它重新的回到温暖的窝，我便不虚此生。
  甜酸苦辣是爱情的调味料：
  热恋是甜的；失恋是酸的；单恋是苦的；
  什麼是辣的？那是初恋－新鲜热‘辣’。
  爱一个
  

• * 放弃一个很爱你的人，
  并不痛苦。
  放弃一个你很爱的人，
  那才痛苦。
  爱上一个不爱你的人，
  那更是痛苦。
  不要等到错过了才去后悔；
  不要等到失去了
  才想挽回。。。*
  
  ╱╲╱╲╋━━╋ →【誓言+承諾=愛情】
  ╲封╲╱┃絕戀┃ →【傷痛+絕望=苦戀】
  ╱╲心╲┃絕愛┃ →【寂寞+墜落=孤獨】
  ╲╱╲╱╋━━╋ →【愛戀+謊言=分手】
  
  
  爱是什么?也许这个问题很少人会知道答案,很多人都不知道什么是爱而往往伤了对方的心...有些人会说和对方分手心会很痛而哭,其实这只是一句话,并不代 表他真正爱对方如果他真的爱对方就不应该哭,而应该让对方找到自己的幸福!能让对方快乐才叫做真爱如果要让对方幸福就应该学习¤放弃¤让对方去寻找自己真 正的幸福...
  
  
  爱一个人…
  要了解，也要开解；要道歉，也要道谢；要认错，也要改错；要体贴，也要体谅；是接受，而不是忍受；是宽容，而不是纵容；是支持，而不是支配；是慰问，而不 是质问；是倾诉，而不是控诉；是难忘。而不是遗忘；是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；是为对方默默祈求，而不是向对方诸多要求；可以浪漫，但不要浪费；可以随 时牵手，但不要随便分手；以上的都做到了，即使不再爱一个人，也只有怀念，而不会怀恨...
  
  我为了你我可以做到，你做得到我也做得到我还很喜欢你的你知道吗？？？？
  爱的无言
  可爱冷酷也罢 历经沧桑也没关系
  我就是爱你 从初见面的那一刻就动了心
  无法改变 就是有一种感觉
  已深深爱上你 真的很简单
  爱的地暗天黑都已无所谓
  没有后悔
  失恋过又如何
  谁没有过去 谁没有历史
  只要你愿意留在我身边
  不管你走路、睡觉、浅笑、看书、或失控
  你每个模样都好可爱
  都令我疯狂
  永远不愿意失去你
  不可能更快乐 只要能在一起
  若你还有一些困惑
  请贴者
  我的心倾听我不只喜欢你
  还很爱你哦！！！
  
  ｏｏｏ糖糖糖糖糖ｏｏ
  ｏｏ糖ｏｏｏｏｏｏｏ
  ｏ糖ｏｏ糖糖糖糖ｏｏ
  糖ｏｏ糖ｏｏｏｏ糖ｏ
  糖ｏ糖ｏｏ糖ｏｏｏ糖
  糖ｏｏ糖ｏｏ糖ｏｏ糖
  ｏ糖ｏｏ糖糖ｏｏ糖ｏ
  ｏｏ糖ｏｏｏｏ糖ｏｏ
  ｏｏｏ糖糖糖糖ｏｏｏ
  ｏｏｏｏ棒ｏｏｏｏｏ
  ｏｏｏｏ棒ｏｏｏｏｏ
  ｏｏｏｏ棒ｏｏｏｏｏ
  ｏｏｏｏ棒ｏｏｏｏｏ
  ｏｏｏｏ棒ｏｏｏｏｏ
  
  一对情侣...
  不用一直黏在一起...
  放你的男朋友自由...
  不用一直管着他...
  给你的女朋友空间...
  她爱你...自然会很听你的话...
  不用一直想着...
  ::为什么没收到信息...
  ::为什么没有通知我...什么之类的...
  一直sms...怎么那么多废话？
  各有各的东西要做...
  爱=包容+原谅+自由+空间...
  不是闹着别扭...
  等着他去安慰你sayang你...
  有时候不是他不在乎你...
  而是把他看得太重...
  ::他跟朋友在一起时,不要打扰他...应 给他空
  间,告诉 他你会等他信息就好...
  ::不要翻看他的短信,你不是侦探,他也 是犯
  人...
  ::不要给他做不到的承诺,这只是应酬.. .
  ::真正爱你的男孩...就算没见面...但你 会发觉他
  手机 里都是你的信息...
  ::真正爱你的男孩...他不怕你生气...而 是怕你在
  生气 后不理他...
  
  每个人都有自己的烦恼...
  其实事情没分大与小...
  只是看人们怎样去面对
  和决定解决这件事而已~
  问题的大与小也是人们自己说的...
  只要往好的方面想
  事情就会变得好一些...
  那是轻松就可以变得小咯~
  
  
  *********开心笑每一天************
  
  *因為愛你...所以我放手讓你自由
  *因為愛你...所以我不再讓你困擾
  *因為愛你...所以我寧願自己難過
  *因為愛你...所以我改變了自已
  *因為愛你...所以我逼自己離開
  愛上一個人,如此的甜蜜卻又讓人受傷
  放棄一個人,如此的難過卻又讓人心碎
  當緣份要來的時候,你如何擋也擋不過
  當緣份要跑的時候,你如何留也留不住
  當你愛上一個人的時候,你會為她/他做 任何事
  當你和這人分手的時候,你會為她/他留 下一滴淚
  愛上一個人,需要1分鐘的時間
  追一個人,需要1個月的時間
  但忘記一個人,卻要了你一輩子的時間. ..
  
  所以我也不会选择忘记一个人
  那样只会弄到自己更加伤心,更加痛苦. .
  一切随缘吧~~~~　

Today is 14..again..

haiz..so fast..another month had come..this is the first time we didn't celebrate 14 together..you guys remember today??i will..and forever will..14..every month i will..you guys won't diao anymore rite?I once live in the castle..then you both come..enter it..i found out that my castle didn't suit both of you..you both torture inside..i am useless..can't control myself..say one thing,do another thing..i am weak..thats why..i decided to get you both far away from me..this is an action of showing how important in my heart..let both of you free from negative thinking..far away from this castle..i will live in it forever..with my regret inside..of course,you both won't know what i did..but..hope you both can understand me..i do this for everyone benefit..you guys life better without me..you both are animal leh..must run at field ma..can't stay at this castle de..rite?14 of April..

宛如囚笼的城堡。。。

受过伤的人，渐渐会在心中建起城堡，把世界关在外头。以为这样就不会受伤了。却忘了，把爱关在城门外，自己的心会越来越冷酷，最终在也走不出去，将自己囚禁在城堡内。人的一生，以欲望换来的一切建起城堡，以为自己是国王，却往往不知道自己被关在华丽的城堡中，把自己判了终生监禁。你的城堡以盖起来了吗？它是金碧辉煌，还是古朴寂寞？你是被城堡囚禁了，又或能够随时丢下城堡，毫不回顾的走出去？？

I lost confidence..

yea..i am lost..i lost confidence it making new friends..i scare i will get hurt by you guy..people are fake..everyone are..i am scare..i lost myself among the people sea..i hope after finish form 5,i won't meet you all anymore..expt some of my brother la..haha...what for meet each other..the darkness of human is consuming me..i am half died...

boring...

haiz..the day remain same..dull..exam exam exam..everyday exam..really stressing my out man..remember..love wht you love,hate wht you hate..haha

Today continue..

are you guys happy?i think so lor..haha..i also began to get use to it dy...but..K.Y..you really over it..you pay back the money??you really over..haha..your action is very childish o..maybe you don't know..but really..childish..you think that will make you happier?no..i think it hurt my feeling lor..but nvm la..dy pass..let it go..haha..hope you guys happy forever ya..i think my action is rite..leaving me is really relief aren't it..haha..bubye..i will also try to happy too..

want it like this..

i want it this way.i have to get used to it..i should take everything of this.i never do anything for you guys expt giving you problems and stress.yesterday,i typed my last message to you with tears dropping.did you know that?no..you won't..and forever you guys won't.i am useless.i can't do anything to reduce your both de stress.then,i onli can destroy this friendship to make you both leave me.if i didn't you both will continue suffer..at least i finally do something for you..you two are my best female friend i ever had..is impossible to get back both of you as friend.the best way is make you both angry.so that you will leave me..and ignore me..because i am not as cruel as you both.i can't ignore you..i am nothing..haha.just like what you guys said..right??you gouys will forget me soon..i do this is not acting as if i am good or what..but just what you said..Who did i thought i am??haha.ya..both of you are rite.i am nothing.i dy said many time..i have no confidence to be you friend..anyway,no worries..i will recover soon..my heart is good in negative condition..making you both angry,hate,dissapoint at me,is the best way to make you both feel relief..onli both of you hate me o..i didn't ..rememeber that forever..you both are always my friend..hiaz..i bet you both will not ever wish my birthday aren't you?nvm la..you both happy will do..i do everything that you both hate the most===being a faker..scold you both playing my feeling..sure very dissapoint rite?nvm la..next time,we will meet again.i am very sure.i got a strong feeling that you both will see me again one day..hope one day..i will be waitting for that day..forever..that day..

days continue like this..

will i celebrate my birthday alone??i lost both of you in one day..you hair smell..i will never forget it..it is really nice..but it won't have any chance to smell anymore.you all are very happy without me..only i am the one who suffer..you won't feel a thing..yes..i have to take everything..i am man!!haha..you guys will happy de la..i will keep you guys to my memories..is really hard to forget you..you all really cruel..but is okay..this is what i always want..i am an adult..i have to receive what i done..if can,i wish to have you back..really..as friend will do..T.T..i am really hard to pass through my days..

well..

well..today is the first week without you..you guys are having much fun then having me this friend..i suppose..i am really doing the rite thing..you guys had been hurt enough..i am the one should take it..i am man..i should..you guys continue having fun ya.i will take everything..haiz..looks like i am going to pass my birthday alone this time..

continue like this..

haiz...just as what i always want..everything just as what i want..i should be happy..but i didn't..how come??i am very sad..shit..hyper sad..i am trying to hold my feeling..very much..i really don't know why both of you can act as if nothing happened..you both are really good..hiaz..continue like this bah..at least i am happy??no..sad i mean..you both will understand me one day..i do this for three of us..not three actually..is for you guyz and for me..i am going to leave kuantan soon..you guys won't feel sad that time..continue to hate me..this is what i want..continue it..as what i plan..both of you really is a good friend you know??but..haiz..whatever la..you two won't give a damn..

Letter to A.F

sorry..aiks..just can't control..i promised you..but i just can't stand..the feeling is onli increasing..well,the best way is leave you..make you du lan me..haha..sure you will feel annoy if you know this plan..but is okay..you will have a better life..you can de la..me only ma..nothing sepcial.just a normal people..not liang zai somemore..=p..i really shocked..haha..love you leh...we had been too close..don't worry la.no one will smell you hair anymore..no one will punch your arm anymore..i will remember you forever..sometimes,felling can't control..for ages,wan ling is always first..suddenly,you rush to so in front..i can't hold..i jealous other boy date you..very jealous..i jealous you touch other boy..i really love you..but..haiz..who are you??you are school flower leh..i am nothing..not liang zai somemore..any of your ex is better then me..if i tell you i love you,sure you feel not comfortable right?haha..but i really got a bit disappoint at you..we know each other through feeling..you should know me..am i that small gas??just because of your joke,i angry at you??impossible right??haha..never mind la..at least we got sweet memories before right??thanks ya..i am not acting as if i am very great..i know..i am very selfish..but at least you won't feel sad right??aiks..well..about the being your future's son open dad..aiks..future de thing...see bah..maybe got chance de..kakakaka..i must be dreaming then...you are much more better then me..frog want to eat goose..haha..>.<..aiks..i admit..i plan everything..i know that thing will make you angry de thing still wanna do meh??i am not sohai..is impossible i will make you angry with such word..i wasn't hoping to get anything from you..but..letting you hate me..haiz..maybe is a better way..i really appreciate that you want me this friend..from your eyes..i can feel it..really..but i have to stop myself..as you told me before..don't ever love you..because you don't wanna hurt me..i can't stop myself..this is the best way..i tried many ways you know??but i always fail..haha.the Friday before holiday..i tried..but i regret..then ask for your apologize..you gave me chance..i really like you,you know??but this like has convert to love..i have to stop before anything bad happen..you really charming sometime you know??haha..this thing only wei ting,mee kee and wan ling know..yvonne also know..i told her..but she didn't diao me..never mind la..i dy expected..i discovered that i love you during the holiday.before this..nothing happened..i started to change when i love you..i choose to cut it down..i told you before..you say don't..then i just let the feeling grow it self..i know my action is the most sohai,selfish..but i can't find any way anymore..i can't tell anyone..not even yvonne..sure she will tell you..i have no right to love you..no cost..no nothing..i am nothing..but you are not..you are almost everything..your smile..your hair's smell..your fat fat de neck and arm..haha..haiz..lastly,sorry for everything i gave and thanks for everything you gave me...i am very sure..you won't feel anything losing me..a bit sad maybe will..but you will forget it..because you disappoint at me..and..i am nothing..i hope you won't forget me..hope you can place me in a part of your memories..a small dot will do..i not dare to face the fact the i love you..because is totally impossible we both..no need wait you say no..because it is more hurt...hope you happy forever..if can,i hope to be your friend back..really..but must without the feeling of love..is not like anymore..is love.holy shit..i love Tan Ai Fan..WTF..haiz..i must dream and think too much..=p..bye then..when you read this letter,i am sure you dy forgive me..thanks anyway..












after you read this letter,i am sure..you will hate me more..this is fake..

Mission complete with hurts...

Sorry..I had to do it..I fall in love with A.F...I know..I shouldn't..but i can't hold...i can't control...my feeling is just increasing..i had to do it..i am selfish..make both of you hate me..at least i am only the one who get hurt..it is better than three of us..K.Y..you are innocent..you deserve nothing..sorry.A.F,i can't control myself not falling in love with you..i had to make you hate me..Everything goes as what i hope..aiks..but i am quite disappoint..you really believe that i didn't change..I really do..just hide it..i am not acting as if i am great guy..but i do what i think is correct..at least like this,you both won't feel sad..the love is increasing everyday..i tried to control..but i fail..i choose 28.8.08...double the date..is easier to remember..i know you through feeling..you should have trust me..i won't do anything to hurt you again and again..but you really believe..i do that sengaja..i want you to hate me..disappoint at me..so that i have reason to convince myself..i can't accept myself falling in love with you..for all these years,W.L is first place..you rush to in front..I just can't..i am weak..i know is impossible you and i..but didn't keep the promise..not to love in you..i know..i must stop..i will take all the hurts..till my last breath..try not to say out..my feeling will cold down i think..lastly.sorry and thank you..

Finish...

Finally,the limit had break..everything had finish..bye forever..