day before..

today..she was not in mood..i tried my best to cheer her up..but yet..she ignore me..and..i was acting as gay at my theater..I really can't take it..but yet..i take it..because of her..if i didn't take,the whole thing need to be change..i take it because of her..seriously..i hate gays and sissy..is impossible for me to act in front of so many people like this..i think i love her damn much..but did she appreciate it??i hope bah..